Clarity’s river

Clarity came with consequences

Can’t unsee the seen

Can’t “unknow” the known

pawn made a queen

Or

queen made a pawn

?

Waking up from the dream

Tears cried turned to rivers

Baptized in truth

The minute hand and hour hand carry her forward

Boxes now packed

Suitcases sit stacked

There is no coming back

Closed red doors

Burnt umber bridges

Beautiful, a bit broken, and headed to healing

Clarity came with consequences

Photo via Unsplash-by Eric Johnson

https://unsplash.com/@citydrown/portfolio

Take a listen: https://www.instagram.com/p/CN-mEnnnOB2/?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet

UNchanging value

strong black woman, bright streak of independence

same black woman sometimes feels weak and dependent

her value does not change as her emotions do

understand this

Don’t put more on her plate because of her race or the alleged pace you and that society you belong to believe she should be / could be running at

and if you can’t find empathy and understanding for her

keep

it

pushing

Please.

She does not have time for anymore negativity or foolishness

God sent her here on a mission

and she does not need your permission for…

anything

Understand that, simple human made of the same dust as she

Strong black woman with a dark streak of independence

Same black woman sometimes feels weak and dependent

Her value never changes

Priceless

Beautiful Photo: via Unsplash; photographer: Jessica Felicio

https://unsplash.com/@jekafe/portfolio

Take a listen:

https://music.apple.com/us/album/leave-me-alone-a-colors-show/1544476570?i=1544476572

https://music.apple.com/us/album/peng-black-girls-remix-a-colors-show-feat-jorja-smith/1544810035?i=1544810036

That heart though…

That heart that God gave you won’t let you settle…

so don’t

She laughs when I tell her there is a dude out here somewhere reading the Bible and making fruit juices too

Bone of my bone

Flesh of my flesh

We say those words in unison

Reminding each other

To

Wait

on

it

That heart that God gave you won’t let you settle

So don’t

So don’t though…

Wait

on

it

Just *wait.

* Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. Psalm 27:14 NIV

forest of forgiveness

sowing seeds of forgiveness

in hopes of growing a forest of forgiving

God blows breathes of new life through the leaves

as the winds of change blow through our souls

we are free again

Holy Spirit soars within us

and that mountain is a mole hill again

scars remain but the range of motion is back

we move on

lingering not on what was

praising God for what is and what will be

remembering it’s okay to cry on occasion cause He collects those tears and maybe pours them over those seeds we are sowing

maybe

He hears heavy hearts and lightens them too

He heals heavy hearts and enlivens them too

sowing seeds of forgiveness

in hopes of growing a forest of forgiving

https://music.apple.com/us/album/get-it-together/1440784965?i=1440784987

yellow flowers

majority opinion

does not equal

truth

yellow flowers rain down on solemn shoulders

heads bow in prayers of thanks continually – even for enemies

happiness blooms deep inside watered by tears of sorrow giving way to repentance

no regrets

no backwards movement

losses so big the losers could never be the same

Forgiving bomb dropping gas-lighters with grace – then giving them space

God’s job to deal and heal

Guiltlessly reappropriating time to environments that incite growth

yellow flowers fall on solemn shoulders

heads bow in prayer continually-even for enemies

majority opinion

does not equal

truth

Author’s Note: 2 Corinthians 7:10-11

Ch-ooo-oo-oose Up *Adeline voice

The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God endures forever. -Isaiah 40:8

We are the grass and our faithfulness the flowers…

Left ’em for God cause the love of the Creator who created me is what I needed and wanted

Laughing when they worry about me being out and about “alone”

Cause who is alone?

I’m out with my everything

God

Left ’em for God

Cause I am but grass that withers and I know where I want to spend my forever

Choose up

Author’s Note: My soul sisters stay sending me songs that hit me in the heart in the most divine timing. Thank you Jesus for the soul sisters. *Laughs and runs it back a third time

Downloading in Silence

Under the moonlight

Feet in the grass

Didn’t God tell you that this too shall pass?

Enfolded in silence

You begin to hear

The guiding

Encouraging

Healing

Voice of your true Creator

This voice

This entity

This energy

God-

Makes you new again

And again

And again

And again

Enfolded in silence

Cradled by Christ

Under the moonlight

Feet in the grass

Didn’t God tell you this too shall pass?

Soul Share: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Sj-7i5oh6kY

Have a beautiful week y’all.

You are loved.

You thought.

he thought no one noticed the nasty petty things he did

he thought no one heard the fucked up words he had spoken

Leaving out details and retelling the “truth”

Boasting, bragging, and putting others down

he thought no one noticed the small things he did to get under our skin

Quietly we listen and watch

As the archangels implore us to hold our position

God cut us a deal and told us our mission -Respond from a higher place or not at all -there will be blessings – there will be gifts

We focus on this deal – Understanding that we have a responsibility to be more then the negative energy we receive/perceive

Remembering that we aren’t victims in the least and that these are tests of character

Our anger has boiled over once or twice …

We remind ourselves that We aren’t perfect either and We remove ourselves and feel our feelings as needed

Transmuting anger with heavenly help

We reset and regroup

Continually praying and realigning ourselves with the peace We’ve worked so hard to cultivate

his self hate and jealousy would not and could not derail us

We are built for more and this battle isn’t ours

he thought that no one noticed the nasty petty things he did

O, I noticed cackled Karma as she clocked in for work

The battle was never ours

You thought that no one noticed

You thought.

Photo: Finan Akbar via Unsplash

Silence & Chatter

heart silence is louder then mind chatter

balance found between sight and sound

between light and profound

between words of wisdom and works of wisdom

heart silences the chattering mouth of mind

now body sleeps

as spirit creeps

into every

auricle and ventricle

cell and seam

free wheeling healing and making space for clarity’s gifts

heart silence is louder then mind chatter

As Is Lovin’

Not being loved and accepted as is, by myself and others, has taught me to love and accept people, situations, things, and me as is.

I know this isn’t always easy with all the standards, judgments, mask-wearing and blah blah blah swirling around us but;

To be loved just as you are is powerful.

To be loved just as you are is healing.

To be loved just as you are is Godly.

To be loved just as you are is sacred.

It’s interesting, it seems to me that ”as is loving” incites growth and expansion organically.

I stand in gratitude.

Thank you for loving me as I am.

Writer’s Note : Mantra on white board in video created by Tanaaz

Rooting for revival

Sketch by Me

She sat silently resting in the forest of her heart.

We can remain stuck in fear & holding on to the past, or we can use our past experiences to move confidently into the future. – Tanaaz

These words echoed throughout the canyons of her mind as strong winds of change began to blow in and around her.

Two cardinals flew by with a message.

When the roots are deep, there is no need to fear the wind. – Unknown

She stood faithfully and fearlessly in the forest of her own heart as her body began moving forward in time with the divine.

And so it is.

Sonic symphony for forward motion: https://music.apple.com/us/playlist/is-she-flying/pl.u-zPyLLJPFxA8RER

clear skies and some sparkle

eyes to the skies

toes to the ground

don’t know who i am praying too but i believe in you

God

Transmuted Jesus

Universe

A chorus of Angels

A ratchet ass entity that chose divinity after a change of heart/ fresh start

As they prey for me and pray for me you stay with me

On this walk

This journey

Many thanks i give

eyes to the sky

toes to the ground