When I was older…

You ask so many questions but you’ve already learned the lessons

Listen, lover don’t hover over that fear

Let it get clear

Then let that clarity steer you in the right direction

You are but a reflection of the creator that created you

Here to do what has already been put inside of you

You ask so many questions but you’ve already learned the lessons

Now it’s up to you to catch the blessings

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0I4fD49Gbck

Fantastic Elastic

Time is elastic and so is she 

Together they folded back into themselves again and again and again 

Infinitely expanding into tomorrow with pointed intention aided by yesterday’s lessons and today’s present moment awareness  

Time is elastic and so is she


Queen of Kwanzaa Amanayea

Woman I miss you around the holidays

I was thinking of that last Christmas

I don’t beat myself up anymore

Now I focus on time spent

Quality over Quantity

But Woman, I am missing you

Slightly out of alignment I cry, then sigh, and release it

Ugggghhhhh

Damn I miss you

You were my tradition

Too cool for Santa you waited on Kwanzaa

I don’t ask to be gifted you anymore it creeps them out and Santa doesn’t give out dead aunties anyway

I know that made you laugh

Woman I miss you

You were from my planet

Damn it

These earthlings and their holidays

Woman I miss you

I feel you reminding me that we are still quite connected

We are connected *smiles

Losing you on this earthly plane forced my soul to grow

Gratitude

But damn right now, human me misses human you

Woman I miss you

Writer’s Note: Amanayea J. Abraham was/is unconditional love. She pulled up for her community in way that was real- in a way that was healing. I hope to tell you more about her one day.

Unconditional love is the salve this holiday and every day. Hold on to what’s real to you, what feels good to you.

All that otha shit can git. *extra southern voice

https://www.sun-sentinel.com/news/fl-xpm-2005-12-26-0512250087-story.html