Red light – Green light

Stop

Cry

Realign

Warrior Queen

Sister Nature

Listen

Reflect

Disconnect

Evaluate

Elevate

Begin Again

And again

And again

Soy una mujer infinita

https://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-28238/in-defense-of-tears-the-science-spirituality-behind-a-good-cry.html

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Smile Inner Child, I gotchu

Little girl dreams and memories gave way to conscious growing woman intentions and desires…

Hold my hand little Tiffany. 

I’m creating something so beautiful for you -will you let me?

Will you connect with me?

Will you forgive me? 

Will you trust me? Intimately?

Will you let me remind you that you are more than a mermaid and brighter than the moon?

Will you remember that Lita-Marie and Michael love you unconditionally?

Will you forgive them, and her, and her and those guys too?

Will you let go?

Like a Mickey Mouse balloon at Disney? ( you remember that? *laughs)

I mean, you are going to need two hands to receive these gifts that God’s got for us and you are going to need two hands to share them. 

Will you listen as I tell you all the things we have to be grateful for everyday?

Will you promise to take a deep breath in the middle of your temper tantrum? 

Will you remember that I still love you when you don’t? 

I’m creating something so beautiful for you -will you let me?

Will you connect with me?

Will you forgive me? 

Will you trust me? Intimately?

Yes- says Little T.

Little girl dreams and memories gave way to conscious growing woman intentions and desires.


Adam and Eve 6000

Dear Adam 6000,

As a little girl I believed the story of two loves created for one another by an ultimate Creator, divided by time and poor choices. Distracted by serpents and manazanas…

I have been waiting for you a long time.

So here I am. Here we are. I always knew that you would find me and I’m glad it didn’t take another lifetime. I believe our angels are exhausted because damn are we hardheaded. But God is greater than any trauma we created and we pulled blessings from every lesson.

So here we are. I asked God to send me a sign that it was you; a musical one.

Twice while driving through the city beautiful you played this song.

When I was little girl and this came on the radio it felt like the best day. I was usually with my Dad when I heard it. He used to drive this Buick Regal, sparkly blue with trill rims. I remember him singing “Feel what I feel when I’m feeling” with a big smile on his face, I remember the sky, and I remember smiling too. Riding through Fayetteville with him and listening to music were the best days. I also remember laying on the floor listening to this song in front of a window and feeling like the sunshine was moving through me. I feel as if I can’t completely find the words to explain to you that this song is very special to me. I never searched for it or played it often. I just enjoyed it when I heard it. It’s one of those songs I sing hard as heaven when nobody is around. It’s a song that my inner child and I agree on fully.

I never told you any of this.

The third time you played it we were both slow bopping and you casually said, “I always think of you when I hear this song.” I have no clue where we were driving to, what we had on or even what day it was all I remember are these words and the way they felt when you said them. “I always think of you when I hear this song.”

“Why?” I asked.

“Because you are the sunshine and this is my life in it,” you responded.

What more confirmation could I ever need? I square to Bob I heard God laugh.

I hope that we never forget how cosmic our pairing is. It’s no coincidence almost all of our planets live in the same houses. *smiles I’ll explain later.

I have been waiting for you a long time.

*holds out hand

Leap with me.

Always, Eve 6000

Self Portrait #499

I take many self-portraits. My favorite photographer asked me what I was trying to capture here.

What was I trying to capture?

What did I capture?

In this particular moment I had no where to be, no emails to response to, no disputes to settle, no brainstorming sessions- nothing.

I’m thankful for the responsibilities that I have chosen to take on but damn, it feels good to put it on pause for a moment.

I was remembering to just be. The sunshine was out and the breeze was blowing. Freshly washed and styled hair and my makeup free face amplified deep feelings of clear headedness or the clarity of mind I felt… feel.

Clarity – my favorite kind of charity. *Laughs

The abstract pattern the shadows casted on the wall made me think of my own journey. I am identifying and breaking my own patterns of darkness in efforts to make space and further open my heart to the light, creating my own abstracted pattern of varying hues of internal illumination. They need each other, the rays of light and darkness, for contrast and interest.

It’s my responsibility to manage my inner light and I do, with the help of earthly and heavenly guidance. ( Thank y’all kindly. *smiles wide)

What was I trying to capture here?

What did I capture here?

I captured my wholeness in every sense of the verb.

From the inter webs via The New Oxford American Dictionary

Writer’s Note: I wrote example sentences to each meaning of the word capture- it felt divine and maybe I’ll circle back and share another time. O and yes- Happy Valentine’s Day mothacluckas.



Knowing is Growing

Should they stay or should they go

No need to argue they already know

Must learn to communicate as not to complicate

Killing the sprout with seeds of doubt

They have no more energy not even to shout

Twisted words

Not being heard

Should they stay or should they go

No need to argue they already know

Writer’s Note: Knowledge is power- now what are you going to do with it?