Self Portrait #499

I take many self-portraits. My favorite photographer asked me what I was trying to capture here.

What was I trying to capture?

What did I capture?

In this particular moment I had no where to be, no emails to response to, no disputes to settle, no brainstorming sessions- nothing.

I’m thankful for the responsibilities that I have chosen to take on but damn, it feels good to put it on pause for a moment.

I was remembering to just be. The sunshine was out and the breeze was blowing. Freshly washed and styled hair and my makeup free face amplified deep feelings of clear headedness or the clarity of mind I felt… feel.

Clarity – my favorite kind of charity. *Laughs

The abstract pattern the shadows casted on the wall made me think of my own journey. I am identifying and breaking my own patterns of darkness in efforts to make space and further open my heart to the light, creating my own abstracted pattern of varying hues of internal illumination. They need each other, the rays of light and darkness, for contrast and interest.

It’s my responsibility to manage my inner light and I do, with the help of earthly and heavenly guidance. ( Thank y’all kindly. *smiles wide)

What was I trying to capture here?

What did I capture here?

I captured my wholeness in every sense of the verb.

From the inter webs via The New Oxford American Dictionary

Writer’s Note: I wrote example sentences to each meaning of the word capture- it felt divine and maybe I’ll circle back and share another time. O and yes- Happy Valentine’s Day mothacluckas.



When I was older…

You ask so many questions but you’ve already learned the lessons

Listen, lover don’t hover over that fear

Let it get clear

Then let that clarity steer you in the right direction

You are but a reflection of the creator that created you

Here to do what has already been put inside of you

You ask so many questions but you’ve already learned the lessons

Now it’s up to you to catch the blessings

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0I4fD49Gbck

supa celestial love

1/21/2019 2:18am

Dear Moon,

My hands are freezing but I do not want to go inside. From your bright light, I can not hide. No need to lie, I love you, we all know it’s true. The way you move through the sky as you do…. oh… girl- I love you. I stutter, stop and stammer as you light up my life. Recharged I feel as I heal. This love – this love is real.

Thank you Lovely Luna.

Love,

A celestial student

I am here

I deleted Instagram off my phone. Though there are always beautiful things/ people on there, I am happier when I do not engage with it. Straight like that.

I was reading my last post, reflecting on my reflection, and I do not think I have as much trouble connecting as I claimed. I must remember to think of connection it terms what, how, who, quality vs quantity, and duration of a connection.

I connect best in real life AFTER I have connected with God and myself. Periodt. I can be communicated with at this address: downtoearthalienart@gmail.com. I am old lady fresh and enjoy e-mail.

Blessings and have a beautiful day no matter what comes your way.

I am.