Radical Self Care

You dance to your favorite songs at the end of your morning routine.

The angels whispered you awake at 5 am and you promised yourself & God to make the most of this day and appreciate it no matter what comes your way.

Focus up love- you got this.

Almost doesn’t count

I almost filed down my fangs for you

I think this as I wipe the blood from my mouth and kiss your forehead

Feeling like Janie must have felt after she shot Teacake

Now your eyes are closed

And my eyes are watching God – praying I’ll been granted forgiveness for literally eating this man

I almost filed down my fangs for you

But when has almost ever counted?

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Art by: Jefferson Terry

Don’t start none…

There was no more putting up with abuse of any kind from anyone.

Don’t expect kindness from people you treat unkindly.

Don’t expect understanding when you don’t give understanding.

Don’t expect honesty from others when you aren’t honest with yourself.

Don’t expect unconditional love when you love conditionally.

Don’t expect peace when you create wars with your gossiping words and messy behaviors.

And definitely don’t expect humans like me to put up with that shit.

For a long time I put up with abusive behavior from various sources because I didn’t want to be “disrespectful”.

Bull

Shit

Unhealthy, toxic, and shitty is unhealthy, toxic, and shitty – regardless of how it is related.

Charity begins at home.

Unconditional love begins at home.

Kindness begins at home.

Understanding begins at home.

Peace begins at home.

Home is where the heart is.

Your heart is your body.

Start with yourself.

Focus on your OWN addictions, afflictions, and issues.

And when you are Mentally, Emotionally, and Physically well enough then maybe you can actually help others in an authentic, lasting, and beneficial way.

There are many amazing souls out here putting in work to make the world a more “lit” place – in big ways and small ways- if you can’t be one of them- that’s cool – but don’t be a distraction.

Please sit your ass down somewhere- please.

There was no more putting up with abuse of any kind from anyone.

Black Rage

Been mad as three hells lately

The link below has helped.

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Thank you beautiful Black Women for showing up with the healing yet again

I’ll be back soon got some letting go to do

Be safe out here and remember you are loved

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You thought.

he thought no one noticed the nasty petty things he did

he thought no one heard the fucked up words he had spoken

Leaving out details and retelling the “truth”

Boasting, bragging, and putting others down

he thought no one noticed the small things he did to get under our skin

Quietly we listen and watch

As the archangels implore us to hold our position

God cut us a deal and told us our mission -Respond from a higher place or not at all -there will be blessings – there will be gifts

We focus on this deal – Understanding that we have a responsibility to be more then the negative energy we receive/perceive

Remembering that we aren’t victims in the least and that these are tests of character

Our anger has boiled over once or twice …

We remind ourselves that We aren’t perfect either and We remove ourselves and feel our feelings as needed

Transmuting anger with heavenly help

We reset and regroup

Continually praying and realigning ourselves with the peace We’ve worked so hard to cultivate

his self hate and jealousy would not and could not derail us

We are built for more and this battle isn’t ours

he thought that no one noticed the nasty petty things he did

O, I noticed cackled Karma as she clocked in for work

The battle was never ours

You thought that no one noticed

You thought.

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User not Lost

She fell backwards into anonymity

Unreachable (to some)

Unidentifiable (mask on)

Slightly traceable ( she never hid)

Who she is doesn’t matter

Who she isn’t doesn’t matter either

She was sent here for a purpose

The drama and the bullshit – not it

God whispered instructions into her right ear

Clear and realigned it was time

Angels surrounded her -even on the dark days

Especially on dark days

She said thank you one more time

And fell backwards into anonymity

Lend Ms. Hay your ear and your heart…

Take a listen – I’m sure you have five hours.

Focus on yourself before God puts you back on the shelf…

Inner reflection

Divine connection

Lately I haven’t had a lot of words.

Been doing a lot of listening-

Focusing on my heavenly connections – where my help always come

Unconditionally, I am loved by God and this universe

Unconditionally, I am protected from negativity

Our focus is everything right now

What goes on in our outer world(s) is a reflection of what is happening in our inner world(s)

Peaceful hearts, minds, and souls tend to create beauty and facilitate healing and growth of all those they encounter

War filled minds, souls, and broken hearts tend to create disharmony, division, and more brokenness –

I know it isn’t easy to exist peacefully around a bunch of war minds- stirring shit up just to stir shit up. I know.

Laughs…

But peace and love are quite powerful.

You can peacefully and lovingly defend the healthy boundaries you create.

Maybe even inspire some to war no more simply by living peacefully

Maybe

Takes practice

Takes persistence

You want to do something powerful and life changing for yourself and your community?

Takes patience

Start with you

Love you

Focus on you

Fix you

Pray for …. you

Meditate

Journal

Eat well

Exercise

Chill on the criticism, judgment, the GOSSIPING, and just the foolishness in general

Now is definitely not the time to make anyone’s journey harder…

What you put out will surely come back.

Surely

Pressed down and shaken together

So start with you.

Focus on yourself before God puts you back on the shelf…

Tick tock player

Aglow with Knowing

Listen, Read and let your soulllllll glow…
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Lilith’s Lit Daughter, Pencil drawing by Me

Whom the phuck shall you fear- aren’t you the light?

I remind myself of who’s I am as I step into the night aglow

I get to know my darkness so it won’t consume me

I get to know my darkness so it can’t entomb me

There is power and strength in knowing and loving all sides of yourselves

Sharing light with my demons we are reminded of our true essence

Now we work together in the dark of night for the light

Whom the phuck shall you fear- aren’t you the light?

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your·selves | \ yər-ˈselvz  , Southern also -ˈsevz \

Definition of yourselves

1: those identical ones that are you used reflexively

Get yourselves a treat, for emphasis, or in absolute constructions

2: your normal, healthy, or sane condition or selves 

you will feel more like yourselves after a good rest

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Divine Moving & Shaking

We move in silence

Not pressed to tell people our plans

Because we’ve already told them to God

Taking time to align our selves with energy that uplifts and hardcore ignoring anything else

Life is too short to be responding to the dumb shit

So we don’t – mostly- still human

We move in silence

Never pressed to tell people our plans

Because we’ve already told them to God

We move in silence

Prescribed Fire / Neon Green Growth

Standing on the once charred ground i take a moment to look around and within

Feeling deeply like this land is me

Burned down for betterment and slowly growing back to life

The hot fire of destruction was simply stage one of reconstruction

Each new sprout feels like something to sing about

From the ashes, we all can rise

Again and again

Standing on the once charred ground i take a look around and within

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spaceship soulship solo trip

Sketch, Me

Turns out my spaceship is a one-seater

Not too much space in the trunk either

Solo flights in the middle of the night to the highest of heights

Long conversations with my own soul make me whole – again and again

Taking back my time and attention from this dimension

I turn it all inward- focused ascension

Turns out my spaceship is one seater

I’ll feel you when you get here