She transmuted her worry into hope because she knew damn well she didn’t have the full scope.
Art by: Jeff T. and myself
The words truth and transparency tumbled around her soul and swirled around her heart.
Oscillating in every direction, shaking loose the untruths from the root.
Truth and Transparency
Bathing in a sea of sound
She got lost in the beat
Changing in a way you could never see
Washed away in the best way
Amplified by this electrical musical ride
The hertz dispelling the hurt
She got found in the beat
Bathing in a sea of sound
Writer’s Note: been swimmin’ in my heart lately – some late spring cleaning – makin’ space for some new shit…laughs
I put my mental, physical, spiritual, and financial health first. Unapologetically.￼
I am honest about what I can and can not handle and I say no to carrying anyone’s burdens or stresses.
This does not make me weak.
When things seem overwhelming I take a moment to check in with God and myself reaching out to my support system if I need to.
I am not perfect by any stretch of the imagination and I release guilt for not always handling things “perfectly”.
I surround myself with unconditional genuine love and I thank God for it.
I have all that need.
The part-time recluse stepped out to people watch dressed in black lace and gold leather.
She called to his spirt in hopes that it would answer
In hopes that belief would find him in the night and wrap his consciousness in stars and shine light into his darkness
Opening him up to the beauty that is everything- to the love at his core
The queen calmed her own fears she knew that this may not be their time and her voice may not be the one for his ears
Maybe the moment for this pairing would be in the future when the king was ready for the work-when the king could really love himself, express his feelings, and find gratitude in each moment
Maybe she had to continue on her light filled journey alone- her solo act explosive enough to ignite his spirit
Life was too beautiful for her to stand waiting for too long
The king would find her but only after he found himself
Calling was draining
So the queen stopped calling and prayed to the Creator to release her from this task
He will find his way in his own time soothed the Creator
And away went the queen confidently into her destiny – because what was for her was for her
You don’t believe in me but that doesn’t mean I don’t exist
I show you my heart and my art and I see blossoms of disbelief in your eyes
You want an explanation of the why or the how or the origin
Evidence of your inability to except and appreciate things, people, and places just as they are, and not what you expect them to be
You don’t believe in me but that doesn’t mean that I don’t exist
You don’t believe in me but that doesn’t mean that I won’t persist
Thank you for not believing in me
Thank you for showing me your disbelief with your words and your actions
Your disbelief has freed me
Freed me to realize that the only beliefs that truly count are my beliefs about myself and my belief in the Higher Power that created me
I believe in me and I do exist