Time is Bae

Time flies by and with my eagle eye I spot the blessings and the lessons

Time flies by as the moon goes through phases in the sky

Rituals and rites of passage give way to brighter lights and overseas flights

Time flies by

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Royal Palm

[found this in an email to myself from 2014]

She rode thru old spaces
Thinking of all those places
The words that fell from faces
Their weight had held her down
Horrified that she would drown
She now realized that  fight she fought
And the fucked up shit it brought
Those actions were the offspring of fear
Amanayea came with the light & made it clear
Fear is Darkness meddling in your mind
Awakened to Truth she put fear’s ass in line
She refused to focus on the fuckedupness of life
the constant replaying of perceived strife
She rode thru old spaces
Thinking of all those places
The words that fell from faces
They were never holding her down-
They were building her up so she could wear the crown

believe in yo self

You don’t believe in me but that doesn’t mean I don’t exist

I show you my heart and my art and I see blossoms of disbelief in your eyes

You want an explanation of the why or the how or the origin

Evidence of your inability to except and appreciate things, people, and places just as they are, and not what you expect them to be

You don’t believe in me but that doesn’t mean that I don’t exist

You don’t believe in me but that doesn’t mean that I won’t persist

Thank you for not believing in me

Thank you for showing me your disbelief with your words and your actions

Your disbelief  has freed me

Freed me to realize that the only beliefs that truly count are my beliefs about myself and my belief in  the  Higher Power that created me

I believe in me and I do exist

Honest ’til the end of time

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When you speak to me I gaze into your third eye

Always have

So look at me in my third eye when you speak to me

This way I can see straight through that Chocolate iris and into your Indigo soul

We can’t lie when we look here

Here it is clear

Clear your words are true

True that you knew me

Before I ever met/touched/tasted/hated/

forgave and forgot  you

I am that vibration right beneath your ribs

I am in your heart where the light lives

I am those long walks you take

I am that art that you make

I am

I am

I am here

I am listening

I am trusting

We’ve grown apart to grow stronger

More growing we most do

and if the stars align just right

As the moon lights up the night

Like two trees our root systems will find one another

and pull us close

Like two trees deep in the forest we will stand

Strong silent loving swaying in the wind to the vibration of this life ’til the end of time

When you speak to me I gaze into your third eye

Always have

So look at me in my third eye when you speak to me

This way I can see straight through that Chocolate iris and into your Indigo soul

We can’t lie when we look here

Here it is clear

Clear your words are true

That you have always known me

And I have always known you

We are timeless

Ain’t no rush

I am here

I am listening

I am trusting

I am

I am

Art info:

The Goddess worshipped by the sage Chyavana from a Tantric Devi series (ca. 1660-1670)

Opaque watercolor on paper, gold, silver, and beetle wing

via Smithsonian American Art Museum (online)