Love and compassion for the Women (big and small)

My brother sent me this link at 6:25am right after my 5:45 yoga class. He’s always so right on time. *Laughs

I needed to laugh and smile.

My alignment was off for various reasons. It’s been a long beautiful yet trying week. I’m growing and facing truths and sometimes it is uncomfortable.

I realize that I have to exercise a lot more self-compassion and I’m so thankful for the people in my life who take the time to listen to me, understand me, and offer me kindness and compassion.

I am thankful that I listen to me and understand me.

I have to remember to focus on the healthy love and relationships in my life.

There is no space or time for anything else.

*watches clip again

It’s so beautiful to see/hear a man take the time to understand a little woman’s feelings rational or irrational then aid her in moving through them by asking her what she needs/wants.

It would have been easy to attack, defend, or invalidate her feelings but something higher was chosen.

That’s beautiful. That’s what we deserve to give to ourselves and to others and to receive from others.

My brother sent me this link at 6:25am right after my 5:45am yoga class. He’s always so right on time.

Yes God.




Retrograding Woman/ Venus

There are four fire signs fistfighting in the fifth house

Venus must be retrograding

I laugh to myself

Mostly sure my Karmic debits are paid

God closed my eyes for a few moments to  remind me to feel

That is what will heal

Once so worried about using my eyes forgetting  to feel the vibe

Almost left the tribe

I smile now

That’s past and I ’ve learned to appreciate the contrast

A little more than $2 to my name and no desire for fame

I smile

It’s been a while since I’ve be here in the clear with no fear

There are four fire signs fistfighting in the fifth house

Venus must be retrograding

But it’s okay because love is on the way

 

 

Time is Bae

Time flies by and with my eagle eye I spot the blessings and the lessons

Time flies by as the moon goes through phases in the sky

Rituals and rites of passage give way to brighter lights and overseas flights

Time flies by

Royal Palm

[found this in an email to myself from 2014]

She rode thru old spaces
Thinking of all those places
The words that fell from faces
Their weight had held her down
Horrified that she would drown
She now realized that  fight she fought
And the fucked up shit it brought
Those actions were the offspring of fear
Amanayea came with the light & made it clear
Fear is Darkness meddling in your mind
Awakened to Truth she put fear’s ass in line
She refused to focus on the fuckedupness of life
the constant replaying of perceived strife
She rode thru old spaces
Thinking of all those places
The words that fell from faces
They were never holding her down-
They were building her up so she could wear the crown