Don’t start none…

There was no more putting up with abuse of any kind from anyone.

Don’t expect kindness from people you treat unkindly.

Don’t expect understanding when you don’t give understanding.

Don’t expect honesty from others when you aren’t honest with yourself.

Don’t expect unconditional love when you love conditionally.

Don’t expect peace when you create wars with your gossiping words and messy behaviors.

And definitely don’t expect humans like me to put up with that shit.

For a long time I put up with abusive behavior from various sources because I didn’t want to be “disrespectful”.

Bull

Shit

Unhealthy, toxic, and shitty is unhealthy, toxic, and shitty – regardless of how it is related.

Charity begins at home.

Unconditional love begins at home.

Kindness begins at home.

Understanding begins at home.

Peace begins at home.

Home is where the heart is.

Your heart is your body.

Start with yourself.

Focus on your OWN addictions, afflictions, and issues.

And when you are Mentally, Emotionally, and Physically well enough then maybe you can actually help others in an authentic, lasting, and beneficial way.

There are many amazing souls out here putting in work to make the world a more “lit” place – in big ways and small ways- if you can’t be one of them- that’s cool – but don’t be a distraction.

Please sit your ass down somewhere- please.

There was no more putting up with abuse of any kind from anyone.

spaceship soulship solo trip

Sketch, Me

Turns out my spaceship is a one-seater

Not too much space in the trunk either

Solo flights in the middle of the night to the highest of heights

Long conversations with my own soul make me whole – again and again

Taking back my time and attention from this dimension

I turn it all inward- focused ascension

Turns out my spaceship is one seater

I’ll feel you when you get here

Governing Body

I take that whole govern yourself accordingly shit seriously.

I know that my present moment responses will directly affect my future…

I move slower than my patience can handle sometimes – but I see the lesson in this too; I am building patience muscle.

My slow movement is so that I can give myself time to think and feel and then move deeper than those thoughts and feelings because inspired action infused with love comes from somewhere deeper- somewhere more in line with who God created us to be.

I know that it will get easier and more automatic to respond from a higher vibration place no matter who or what I encounter.

Mind still

Body still

Spirit move

Govern yourself accordingly Tiffany and remember you are supported.

Connected and protected

Rusty Simplicity

The rusty metal of the hanger seemed to beg for embellishment or at least that’s what I told myself.

Faux flowers

Green wire

Strong shears

I cut, wrap, and rework, remembering how my mom used to make wreaths for holidays and as gifts.

Moments like this one connect me to her in a positive way. I laugh to myself and thank God for the opportunity to see her from a different perspective, past, and present.

Faux flowers

Green wire

Strong shears

Hertz dispelling Hurt

Bathing in a sea of sound

She got lost in the beat

Changing in a way you could never see

Float on

Flow on

Light on

Washed away in the best way

Amplified by this electrical musical ride

The hertz dispelling the hurt

Vibrate on

Vacillate on

Love on

She got found in the beat

Bathing in a sea of sound

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/heart-sounds/1453857619?i=1453857620

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/sorry-original-demo/1460430561?i=1460430761

Writer’s Note: been swimmin’ in my heart lately – some late spring cleaning – makin’ space for some new shit…laughs

Lauren, Oro, and Ava

I people watch in the park.

I saw these fly young ladies.

I couldn’t help but want to be them a little.

Laughs.

Why?

In touch with nature,

Young,

beautiful,

brown,

full of potential…

Wait- What?

Laughs.

Reflections.

Connections.

I am what I attract?

I am what I see in the world?

I am but a reflection?

I am?

Who am I?

Am I fly too?

Am I the ugly I see?

Yea?

No?

Yea

Damn.

So.

All of it is beautiful.

All of us are beautiful.

Ugly Beautiful.

Beautiful Ugly.

Independent film.

I am?

Just am?

I don’t know.

Laughs.

I just am.

’Cause they are.

I am.

I am Oro.

I am Lauren.

I am Ava.

Nahh.

Yea.

I am me.

Laughs.

I people watch in the park.

Saw me in some fly young ladies.

We Am.

Love is / Love isn’t

I put my mental, physical, spiritual, and financial health first. Unapologetically.

I am honest about what I can and can not handle and I say no to carrying anyone’s burdens or stresses.

This does not make me weak.

When things seem overwhelming I take a moment to check in with God and myself reaching out to my support system if I need to.

I am not perfect by any stretch of the imagination and I release guilt for not always handling things “perfectly”.

I surround myself with unconditional genuine love and I thank God for it.

I have all that need.

Thank you.

I got Angels bihhh

You watch her not realizing they are watching you

Protected and connected by the seen and unseen

You watch him not realizing they are watching you

Protected and connected by the seen and unseen

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/angels-watching-over-me/401171691?i=401171767

Today’s Mantra: I’ve got Angels- I am safe.

Cloaks

She ran fast and her light shined bright even in the darkest of night

Even in the darkest of night

Cloaked in confidence

Cloaked in confidence

Cloaked in confidence

And bulletproof belief

She stood in the field of forever

The warrior queen at her left

Sister Nature at her right

God in her heart

She pulled all her own triggers so you couldn’t

Blam

Glitter everywhere

Cloaked in confidence

Cloaked in confidence

Cloaked in confidence

Even in the darkest of night

She ran fast and her light shined bright even in the darkest of night

Last Call

She called to his spirt in hopes that it would answer

In hopes that belief would find him in the night and wrap his consciousness in stars and shine light into his darkness

Opening him up to the beauty that is everything- to the love at his core

The queen calmed her own fears she knew that this may not be their time and her voice may not be the one for his ears

Maybe the moment for this pairing would be in the future when the king was ready for the work-when the king could really love himself, express his feelings, and find gratitude in each moment

Maybe she had to continue on her light filled journey alone- her solo act explosive enough to ignite his spirit

Life was too beautiful for her to stand waiting for too long

The king would find her but only after he found himself

Calling was draining

So the queen stopped calling and prayed to the Creator to release her from this task

He will find his way in his own time soothed the Creator

And away went the queen confidently into her destiny – because what was for her was for her

 

Money Talk$ with Tristan

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Where are we going?
What is happening to us?
Currency is currently all we see
But why? Who taught us this?
Why do we stack? What do we stack to attract?
Is currency all we see?
The root of all evil or is it?
Calling on the Creator to bless us so that we can achieve greatness – greatness that is external – an off shoot of that root
But what has the quest for currency currently gotten me and we?
Inflated egos credit card debit attempting to impress people we haven’t ever met via the Internet
Is currency all we see?
Is currency currently the only thing driving me?
Driving we?
Driving she and he and all?
Currency currency
Knowing that ultimately we could pay with our souls for this quest
But my quest for currency isn’t just for me you see the currency is to afford me the opportunity to permanently leave this race and buy back my time buy back my land buy back my family
Fuck a 9 to 5 lets just take a drive and enjoy that we are alive
Is currency all we see?
I see Harriet and she reminds me that an unbalanced quest for currency could create slavery
Ultimately it’s all tied to intention-I mean you can’t pay for Ascension
So the currency can’t be all I see
I must open my third eye and see all that is for me that I can’t buy
Is currency currently all I see?
No- I see freedom
I hear freedom ringing and it sounds like the nickels and quarters and dimes jingling in the pockets of my oppressors
I hear freedom ringing as I release my quest for the material holding onto my stacks so that this currency quest is not in vain
I remember that I am free in my mind spirit and heart and the currency and the quest for it is easy ( just use your gifts the Creator whispers) – and must be used to aid in the up keep of our internal happiness – so I must spend wisely save wisely and place value on what is real
Paying to live on planet that the Creator gave to us for free- backwards
Currency will not rule me
We are worth more than the millions we seek
Where are we going?
What is happening to us?
We are elevating and the currency will follow
We rule it because we are the true root of everything