Downloading in Silence

Under the moonlight

Feet in the grass

Didn’t God tell you that this too shall pass?

Enfolded in silence

You begin to hear

The guiding

Encouraging

Healing

Voice of your true Creator

This voice

This entity

This energy

God-

Makes you new again

And again

And again

And again

Enfolded in silence

Cradled by Christ

Under the moonlight

Feet in the grass

Didn’t God tell you this too shall pass?

Soul Share: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Sj-7i5oh6kY

Have a beautiful week y’all.

You are loved.

Enough

A lot of times we (i) get caught up in “being better”, meeting goals, etc, etc.

Sometimes people’s criticism, critiques or perspectives of who we are distract us from that God given knowing : You are more than enough in this moment.

It is my belief and personal experience that as I release my need for approval and simply love me as is – I grow and expand.

The dark parts, the light parts, the broken parts I love them all because they were made with intention – an intention that isn’t always for other humans to understand or approve of.

I am enough.

You are too.

Please – please remember that where ever you are on your journey today and everyday you are enough.

You are enough and anything else after that is an addition.

You are enough.

You are.

I often sing the song above to myself about myself – sometimes in the mirror.

https://walkinlove.com/blogs/walk-in-love/10-verses-to-remind-you-that-you-are-enough

Soul Share: I joined Arianna Elizabeth’s 30 meditation challenge. Her words, her voice- soothing and healing.

Almost doesn’t count

I almost filed down my fangs for you

I think this as I wipe the blood from my mouth and kiss your forehead

Feeling like Janie must have felt after she shot Teacake

Now your eyes are closed

And my eyes are watching God – praying I’ll been granted forgiveness for literally eating this man

I almost filed down my fangs for you

But when has almost ever counted?

https://music.apple.com/us/album/tipsy/1512283811?i=1512284183

https://music.apple.com/us/album/ungodly-hour/1512283811

Art by: Jefferson Terry

Don’t start none…

There was no more putting up with abuse of any kind from anyone.

Don’t expect kindness from people you treat unkindly.

Don’t expect understanding when you don’t give understanding.

Don’t expect honesty from others when you aren’t honest with yourself.

Don’t expect unconditional love when you love conditionally.

Don’t expect peace when you create wars with your gossiping words and messy behaviors.

And definitely don’t expect humans like me to put up with that shit.

For a long time I put up with abusive behavior from various sources because I didn’t want to be “disrespectful”.

Bull

Shit

Unhealthy, toxic, and shitty is unhealthy, toxic, and shitty – regardless of how it is related.

Charity begins at home.

Unconditional love begins at home.

Kindness begins at home.

Understanding begins at home.

Peace begins at home.

Home is where the heart is.

Your heart is your body.

Start with yourself.

Focus on your OWN addictions, afflictions, and issues.

And when you are Mentally, Emotionally, and Physically well enough then maybe you can actually help others in an authentic, lasting, and beneficial way.

There are many amazing souls out here putting in work to make the world a more “lit” place – in big ways and small ways- if you can’t be one of them- that’s cool – but don’t be a distraction.

Please sit your ass down somewhere- please.

There was no more putting up with abuse of any kind from anyone.

Black Rage

Been mad as three hells lately

The link below has helped.

https://girltrek.us18.list-manage.com/subscribe?u=6aa11fa786466642f2188db2e&id=fd9095c5dc

Thank you beautiful Black Women for showing up with the healing yet again

I’ll be back soon got some letting go to do

Be safe out here and remember you are loved

https://apple.news/At9wtbBgRTJuVqVIVkWSFvA

The stories they told

Time- the only true truth teller it seemed…

She let time tell the story.

Time was her teacher and she listened with appreciation.

Quotes, links, and things that have soothed my soul this week:

“Work on how you respond when you feel disrespected.” -Nipsey Hussle

Truth In Silence

Time really does heal all wounds- but we must allow it.

Stay well Butterflies

Photo of books: @joshstyle via Unsplash

Psychedelic Psyche

psy·che1/ˈsīkē/noun

  1. the human soul, mind, or spirit. “their childhood made them want to understand the human psyche and to help others”

Conversations with Hasheesh were always illuminating even when they were dark

Spark Spark goes his lighter

His psychedelic psyche pilots the high

Sometimes it’s a time machine and to the past he goes

Sometimes it’s too another dimension

And his forehead glows

I listen deeply and understand more and more what his old soul came here for

Angel on his right shoulder

Devil on the left

Conversations with Hasheesh were always illuminating even when they were dark

Tunes featuring the voice of Hasheesh :

https://music.apple.com/us/album/time-machine/1410781105?i=1410781113

https://music.apple.com/us/album/superstar/1410781105?i=1410781119

Image: collage and hand drawing by me from like… 2017

User not Lost

She fell backwards into anonymity

Unreachable (to some)

Unidentifiable (mask on)

Slightly traceable ( she never hid)

Who she is doesn’t matter

Who she isn’t doesn’t matter either

She was sent here for a purpose

The drama and the bullshit – not it

God whispered instructions into her right ear

Clear and realigned it was time

Angels surrounded her -even on the dark days

Especially on dark days

She said thank you one more time

And fell backwards into anonymity

Lend Ms. Hay your ear and your heart…

Take a listen – I’m sure you have five hours.

Focus on yourself before God puts you back on the shelf…

Inner reflection

Divine connection

Lately I haven’t had a lot of words.

Been doing a lot of listening-

Focusing on my heavenly connections – where my help always come

Unconditionally, I am loved by God and this universe

Unconditionally, I am protected from negativity

Our focus is everything right now

What goes on in our outer world(s) is a reflection of what is happening in our inner world(s)

Peaceful hearts, minds, and souls tend to create beauty and facilitate healing and growth of all those they encounter

War filled minds, souls, and broken hearts tend to create disharmony, division, and more brokenness –

I know it isn’t easy to exist peacefully around a bunch of war minds- stirring shit up just to stir shit up. I know.

Laughs…

But peace and love are quite powerful.

You can peacefully and lovingly defend the healthy boundaries you create.

Maybe even inspire some to war no more simply by living peacefully

Maybe

Takes practice

Takes persistence

You want to do something powerful and life changing for yourself and your community?

Takes patience

Start with you

Love you

Focus on you

Fix you

Pray for …. you

Meditate

Journal

Eat well

Exercise

Chill on the criticism, judgment, the GOSSIPING, and just the foolishness in general

Now is definitely not the time to make anyone’s journey harder…

What you put out will surely come back.

Surely

Pressed down and shaken together

So start with you.

Focus on yourself before God puts you back on the shelf…

Tick tock player

Prescribed Fire / Neon Green Growth

Standing on the once charred ground i take a moment to look around and within

Feeling deeply like this land is me

Burned down for betterment and slowly growing back to life

The hot fire of destruction was simply stage one of reconstruction

Each new sprout feels like something to sing about

From the ashes, we all can rise

Again and again

Standing on the once charred ground i take a look around and within

https://myfwc.com/wildlifehabitats/habitat/prescribed-fire/

spaceship soulship solo trip

Sketch, Me

Turns out my spaceship is a one-seater

Not too much space in the trunk either

Solo flights in the middle of the night to the highest of heights

Long conversations with my own soul make me whole – again and again

Taking back my time and attention from this dimension

I turn it all inward- focused ascension

Turns out my spaceship is one seater

I’ll feel you when you get here