I invite the darkest parts of myself into light filled spaces.
We need each other.

I invite the darkest parts of myself into light filled spaces.
We need each other.


My rich homie lets me borrow his Beamer sometimes.
“Put it in Sport mode,” he says.
I never have.
I glide down highways slowly.
He works a lot,
and we all wish we saw him more—
I wish he saw himself more.
I’ve known him a long time.
Pretty much,
he’s always been rich—
though he doesn’t see it that way.
If he fucks with you,
he’ll tell you the hard truth
about anything you ask.
With me,
sometimes it’s unsolicited.
Our other homie once repeated
something he said
about me
and my job at the time:
“They don’t value her—
and she needs to value herself more.”
That was the gist.
I was pissed.
So pissed.
Then I sat with it.
Picked apart all the reasons
I was upset.
And it was true.
The time had come
for me to reassess
my value.
My rich homie’s truth
can triple salaries.
I’ve seen it.
Makes me believe
even more
that wealth
is internal.
There’s nuance, though.
Always.
Is wealth something
given by God?
Is it our birthright?
Where does it start?
Can you build it?
Or are you
just making visible
what already existed
for you?
What is wealth?
Is it time?
Is it money?
Is it people?
Is it time
to spend the money
with the people?
What is wealth?
What is rich?
Is it a feeling?
Is it worth it?
I’m most certainly
still figuring wealth
and riches out—
and I think
I always will be.
What I do know
is gratitude
makes me feel wealthy.
Thank you, my God.
Thank you.
My rich homie
lets me borrow his Beamer sometimes.
“Put it in Sport mode,” he says.
And maybe,
I will
next time.
Silences pervades as love persists
Embracing change is imperative
Change exists within daily patterns –
The ability to discern the nuances of the mundane
Perceiving the pattern and evolving it – even slightly
Feeding the love we have been blessed with
The chance to breathe in another season
Gratitude grows in the pervading silence
Change is evolution
Change is growth
Life -life is change
Speed and pace don’t mean too much as rhythm reigns supreme
Silences pervades as love persists…




Photos all my own.
Happy New Year – or as my Earth angel says Happy Now Here.
May God hear, bless, and amplify your intentions to the highest good.
I have been in a season of silence. A lot of listening and engaging with folks who love me as is, people who see me. Thank you and I see you all too. Connecting with people who speak to me in ways that amplify my journey and brighten my light has been transformative. It is healing and I am deeply grateful.
Cultivating an understating of what love is makes it easier to identify where it isn’t- who it isn’t and what it isn’t. Love does not always come from the places you think it will or from who you expect it. I have had to sit with that- the dark and light of knowing that you must go where the love is. Love of self and self reflection make the awareness of the hard truths of love and life easier to process. I know where to go to get the real good shit- that gooood love and I know where not to go as well. Balance. It is what it is.
I start with God’s love and self love.
So here’s to a year of more love – that good good – that we communicate well, show up show out love – that responsive let’s go get a coffee love, that we booked our tickets love, that belly laugh for ten minutes love, that gentle correction love, that knowledge sharing love, that whatchu reading love, that let’s go for a walk love, that 5 hour conversation love, that I love yo style love, that yassss love, that long hug love, that it’s okay to cry for a moment love, that sitting in beautiful silence love, that ancestor love, that we don’t raise our voices love, that we call each other babe not bitch love, that God love, that say it to your face love, that respectful love, that anti-materialism love, that disagree, talk it out, and elevate love, that pull up on Saturdays via Zoom love, that praying for you love, that thankful love, that healing deep love.
Here’s to love – infinitely and long past 2023.
Happy Now Here.





She wakes me up to draw her
So she can pray
For me
For we
Divine mothers appear at every turn
Teaching me
Leading me
Learned God is a black woman
Praying more fervently now
It all makes sense
And then it doesn’t again
Two headed not two faced
Hearing the words they don’t say
Seeing the pain and the peace they don’t display
Don’t try to hide it I’ll see it anyway
She wakes me up to draw her
So she can pray
for me
for we
Divine mothers appear at every turn
Soul Shares:
https://dcs.megaphone.fm/CAD7333497420.mp3?key=e5dfdae458a46d25d1abebf7dde12c5b
https://music.apple.com/us/album/get-free/1453748262?i=1453748439
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AP73UWf0FE4
Art: Charcoal on paper – Tiffany Nicole

The transformative power of prayer, positive thought, and movement
the air around me is electric and the breathe within me is a blessing
I dance slightly off beat on every Saturday that I can with beautiful humans from all over the world
Heartache won’t hold me anywhere even when it seeks me out
I shake it off as Dr. Wray leads us through a moving meditation
Our chests are open and turned up to the sky
Learning to move in time with the present moment
Touching the inner most parts of my soul and reaching out to the outer edges of my energy field
Grateful to be here with a heart beat and moving feet that are finding their rhythm again
And that is BIG
do you understand?
The transformative power of prayer, positive thought and movement…
Author’s note: Go through it -don’t stand in it. You are loved.
Sketch by: Tiffany Moody
Soul shares:
https://www.embodiology.com/index.html
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BLmBuz40BD8
Song I wrote this to:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/love-you-different-feat-beam/1561058084?i=1561058760

https://music.apple.com/us/playlist/nextime/pl.u-55D667KfVzXaPa
Small moments of wonder soothe the pain of our collective reality
Art in all its forms – my salves
For a moment i am a butterfly flying beyond it all
For a moment
But back to my cocoon i must go because it is almost 11pm

She sat silently resting in the forest of her heart.
We can remain stuck in fear & holding on to the past, or we can use our past experiences to move confidently into the future. – Tanaaz
These words echoed throughout the canyons of her mind as strong winds of change began to blow in and around her.
Two cardinals flew by with a message.
When the roots are deep, there is no need to fear the wind. – Unknown
She stood faithfully and fearlessly in the forest of her own heart as her body began moving forward in time with the divine.
And so it is.
Sonic symphony for forward motion: https://music.apple.com/us/playlist/is-she-flying/pl.u-zPyLLJPFxA8RER

Edge of darkness
Rim of light
There she stood
The lotus opens
A symphony of pink and green
She climbed the stars
Blew a kiss to Mars and back flipped into God’s lap
She’d be back in divine time
Edge of darkness
Rim of light
There she stands


Their love is art.

cold wrapped around her soul
she was becoming all-weather from the inside out
My feet dangle off the side of the slightly wet footbridge. Large lush leaves in every hue of green gently sway in the lightly blowing winds. My ears enjoy the symphony of bird songs. Here I am taking a moment to stop along the path per usual. My turtle friend swims by reminding me to slow down, take my time, and be here now.
Slow down mind.
Slow down time.
